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Moving Out

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 20, 2007, 7:47 PM
You'll get a note if I know you well enough.
Or you may find out the new place if you ask very nicely.

I've been here for too long..
Almost two years.

A lot of things happened then.. You know?



[Hey D, they're getting along now :] ]

  • Mood: Peaceful

Can't Keep Up

Journal Entry: Tue Nov 6, 2007, 6:15 PM





What's Up Pup?


I can't change Kar to fit who I am anymore.

She used to be my shadow.. My exact copy.
And now she's a rebellious black dog who doesn't appear in many of my current comics that pop up in my sketchbook because she's so UNlike me.
If I alter her anymore.. Her whole personality would change and her fur wouldn't be black.
She was my 'teenage angst' xD She was my cussing, destructive, chaotic counterpart..
She gave up running and changing with me because if she changed anymore, she wouldn't be Kar.

Did anyone know what her name meant? Karasu is japanese for raven. Does it GET any more emo then THAT? I mean, i've had her for.. I dunno.. Three years? Four? A lot of things happened in four years...

When I saw the Saw 4 movie with my friends, I realized i'd have to change Kar just a little bit more to go along with the 'disgust' feeling I was having towards those movies.
She said 'No. That's it. I used to love those movies, YOU used to love those movies. I'm not changing EVERYTHING I stood for, lived for, to keep up with you.' So there I was.

Listening to my 15 year old personality bitch and moan about the world. I knew Kar's been disconnecting since around a little bit earlier then last year.. Rodriguez stopped checking in.. and I was having two personalities duke it out over who stays, The Black Dog, or the new current Fursona that's been crawling her way to the top.
I knew something was up when Kars ears started to shorten, her tail was slowly 'bushing' and she was getting shorter. I had to stop that somehow, next thing, she'd be WHITE! Her personality can't change anymore or I'd risk loosing her. She sat down, 'I'll stay who I am, thank you.'

Then I met a Border Collie.


I was staring myself in the face.



  • Mood: Alarmed

Here's What We Do [TO DO LIFE LIST]

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 12, 2007, 7:56 AM





What's Up Pup?

This year: Finish Science project. Finish A+P project.

Summer: Get a job as a stocker, ANYTHING but a bagger/cash person, at Publix. Volunteer hours at the hospital, get a permit

Next Year: Classes: Drivers ED, creative writing, German 2, Math whatever, science whatever, GET INTO AN ENGLISH CLASS THAT ISN'T STUPID [Jezzy creezy if I could switch right now.. I read the eng book for FUN it's so easy x.X] History whatever..

Summer: Get a black belt in driving :]

Last year of highschool: Fill out credits, apply for University of Southern Maine, Find out what Rachel's doing, Find a little apartment to rent.

Summer: GET OUT OF FLORIDA, find a part time job to pay off bills..


RIP Mr. Marski :blackrose:




Art?




Work on TiBS pages 1-3

COMIC?

:below:
Anyone want to be zombiefied? You have to be furry/anthro/whatever they call em nowadays though. No humans.
:above:


Zombie guests:
[Will be credited in the.. Credits!]
On DA:
1.:iconnick-husky: His character Buster [When Ray fends him off, full shot, guard dog style]
2. :icontalonzi: In the 'WHAT NOW' scene, I know what I mean.
3. Deannas OC's anthro'ed and zombie'd

IRL:
1. Jackie [brownhair]
2. Jackie [black hair]
3. Mel
4. Chelsey




  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Deutsch noise

So Far..

Journal Entry: Sun Oct 7, 2007, 7:31 PM





What's Up Pup?

Ignore the white lines under the sentences.. I dun have time to mess with them x.X


Tank update!






Bros wedding this weekend, Imma bridesmaid so.. Yay for painful shoes!


*runs off*

RIP Mr. Marski :blackrose:




Art?




Finish page 1 layout FREAKING A SERIOUSLY. I NEED TO GET THIS DONE

COMIC?

:below:
Anyone want to be zombiefied? You have to be furry/anthro/whatever they call em nowadays though. No humans.
:above:


Zombie guests:
[Will be credited in the.. Credits!]
On DA:
1.
:iconnick-husky: His character Buster
2. :icontalonzi: In the 'WHAT NOW' scene, I know what I mean.
3. Deannas OC's anthro'ed and zombie'd

IRL:
1. Jackie [brownhair]
2. Jackie [black hair]
3. Mel
4. Chelsey




  • Mood: Lonely

Now What?

Journal Entry: Thu Sep 20, 2007, 1:42 PM





What's up?

Okay WHY do I have more photographs then art in my gallery?! I mean.. COME ON! Gotta fix that..
By the time I'm done fighting with my gallery and being nit-picky with it, there'll be nothing left x.X

Art?


Birthday pic for Olive: DONE, gotta do the itty bitty details and i'll post it. Sorry it took me well.. The usual time of FOREVER ]:

Finish page 1 layout


COMIC?

:below:
Anyone want to be zombiefied? You have to be furry/anthro/whatever they call em nowadays though. No humans.
:above:


Zombie guests:
[Will be credited in the.. Credits!]
On DA:
1.:iconnick-husky: His character Buster
2. :icontalonzi: In the 'WHAT NOW' scene, I know what I mean.
3. Deannas OC's anthro'ed and zombie'd

IRL:
1. Jackie [brownhair]
2. Jackie [black hair]
3. Mel
4. Chelsey




  • Mood: It's Hot
  • Listening to: We Have a Map of the Piano - Múm
  • Reading: I Am the Messenger - Markus zusak

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