What's Up Pup?
I can't change Kar to fit who I am anymore.
She used to be my shadow.. My exact copy.
And now she's a rebellious black dog who doesn't appear in many of my current comics that pop up in my sketchbook because she's so UNlike me.
If I alter her anymore.. Her whole personality would change and her fur wouldn't be black.
She was my 'teenage angst' xD She was my cussing, destructive, chaotic counterpart..
She gave up running and changing with me because if she changed anymore, she wouldn't be Kar.
Did anyone know what her name meant? Karasu is japanese for raven. Does it GET any more emo then THAT? I mean, i've had her for.. I dunno.. Three years? Four? A lot of things happened in four years...
When I saw the Saw 4 movie with my friends, I realized i'd have to change Kar just a little bit more to go along with the 'disgust' feeling I was having towards those movies.
She said 'No. That's it. I used to love those movies, YOU used to love those movies. I'm not changing EVERYTHING I stood for, lived for, to keep up with you.' So there I was.
Listening to my 15 year old personality bitch and moan about the world. I knew Kar's been disconnecting since around a little bit earlier then last year.. Rodriguez stopped checking in.. and I was having two personalities duke it out over who stays, The Black Dog, or the new current Fursona that's been crawling her way to the top.
I knew something was up when Kars ears started to shorten, her tail was slowly 'bushing' and she was getting shorter. I had to stop that somehow, next thing, she'd be WHITE! Her personality can't change anymore or I'd risk loosing her. She sat down, 'I'll stay who I am, thank you.'
Then I met a Border Collie.
I was staring myself in the face.